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When I first met him, I knew that I couldn’t fall for him because of the distance between us (duck you Atlantic ocean). It’s been 11 months since then. And I’m glad that in the end I got to love that boy more and more with each passing day. Funny thing is, I’m not sure he feels the same. Or at least I’m not sure that he is as dedicated to our relationship as I am. We broke up a couple of times because I couldn’t stand not talking to him for weeks, but he would always come back and apologize and say how much he needs me in his life. And I would take him back everytime.
I know it is hard, I know he could be with someone better, I KNOW he deserves someone better. But I am too selfish to let go this time.
So, for now, the only thing I can do is tell him how much I love him whenever I have the chance. Hopefully that will be enough to buy his patience.